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Don't hurt me, I found an active user with the word 'Pistachio' in their username and I don't want to feel like an imposter
Pistachiio is just going to be a backup account for now.
I'll still be around on this account for a few days, but if I owe you something or you need to contact me, please go to that account! No more drawings or journals will be posted here either, so if you still want to see them, just watch me there! If you don't then this is goodbye.
See ya soon, people-who-will-follow-me!
~Sylph
Don't hurt me, I found an active user with the word 'Pistachio' in their username and I don't want to feel like an imposter
Pistachiio is just going to be a backup account for now.
I'll still be around on this account for a few days, but if I owe you something or you need to contact me, please go to that account! No more drawings or journals will be posted here either, so if you still want to see them, just watch me there! If you don't then this is goodbye.
See ya soon, people-who-will-follow-me!
~Sylph
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So I'm just going to post this here 'cause I'm going to bed and I don't want to forget
Bless my watchers for putting up with my shit ;w;
Yeah anyway these are some of my theories about the aftermath of the chapter 110 incident since everyone in the Soul Eater fandom seems to do it and my heart is breaking wow ;_; If you go to my tumblr you'll understand what I'm going trough,,
WHAT IF, what if the last pages are just a hallucination caused by the kishin's madness and Maka didn't actually get hit
What if it was Spirit instead
And then with his last ounce of strength as he lay there dying, he says to Maka, "I know I wasn't a good father, and I never will be, but will you forgive me...?"
OR if Maka actually got hit, as Soul holds her bleeding body, she coughed and managed to form a toothy grin and says "Now...we're even," and he can't help but grin back and then she died. And Asura was defeated somehow but without Maka's anti-demon wavelength, slowly, the black blood fully consumes him and he becomes an insane homicidal killer, forcing his friends to kill him.
I can tell chapter 111 is gonna be depressing either way ;_;
But Maka's a MAIN main character and she won't die, right?
RIGHT?
But then again Ohkubo HAD killed several main characters...
...
Do you ever just
Sit down and think to yourself
"When did I start to let fictional characters take over my life?"
Bless my watchers for putting up with my shit ;w;
Yeah anyway these are some of my theories about the aftermath of the chapter 110 incident since everyone in the Soul Eater fandom seems to do it and my heart is breaking wow ;_; If you go to my tumblr you'll understand what I'm going trough,,
WHAT IF, what if the last pages are just a hallucination caused by the kishin's madness and Maka didn't actually get hit
What if it was Spirit instead
And then with his last ounce of strength as he lay there dying, he says to Maka, "I know I wasn't a good father, and I never will be, but will you forgive me...?"
OR if Maka actually got hit, as Soul holds her bleeding body, she coughed and managed to form a toothy grin and says "Now...we're even," and he can't help but grin back and then she died. And Asura was defeated somehow but without Maka's anti-demon wavelength, slowly, the black blood fully consumes him and he becomes an insane homicidal killer, forcing his friends to kill him.
I can tell chapter 111 is gonna be depressing either way ;_;
But Maka's a MAIN main character and she won't die, right?
RIGHT?
But then again Ohkubo HAD killed several main characters...
...
Do you ever just
Sit down and think to yourself
"When did I start to let fictional characters take over my life?"
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Boop
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I cannot be bothered to use proper grammar
1. What does your DeviantArt name mean and why?
Uhm
Well, when I first joined dA I was really into this comic called Sylphid which is about horse racing
So I used it and added 14 because Sylphid was taken and 14 is my favorite number
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Sylphid and now Soul Eater
Wow shocker
3. How many watchers do you have now?
101
Wow I actually have more than 100 watchers?!?
Ok I was not expecting that
4. Name 3 of your favourite artists on dA.
Oh God are you really making me choose??
Ok, um..
,
, and 
They all have really awesome and distinctive style and I'm just like wow
how do you original style
Also
,
, 
, and about 100+ other people
5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
I usually just fav because I have nothing to say
6. Do you participate in club´s contests here on dA?
Nah
7. What is your most popular submission?
That one photo of my cat Cloudy
8. What are your favourite non-anime TV shows?
Adventure Time, The Amazing World of Gumball and crime drama stuff
9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Everything??
10. Summer or winter?
Eh I hate the heat but I also hate cold
WARM
11. Rain or sun?
It's annoying when it rains when you have to do something outside but I like rains
12. What are your favourite types of music?
I listen to everything
13. PC or Mac?
Uh uh
I use both
14. Anime or Manga?
Manga
15. Coke or Pepsi?
I don't like both
16. Read or TV?
Read
17. How many hours a day do you spend on dA?
About 19 hours maybe
18. Name a hidden talent.
My mom said I'm not aware of my own strength
Well, I did kick a wall once and it shook
And broke 2 doorknobs with just my hands
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
They're both cool
20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
Anything? I never really thought about these things
21. What are your top 3 favourite books? (no manga)
What do you have against manga
Um, probably the Lionboy trilogy by Zizou Corder, Lee Raven, Boy Thief also by Zizou Corder, and The Hunger Games trilogy by Suzanne Collins
Zizou Corder's books are great ok you should really check them out
They consist of a good balance between fantasy and reality
I'm probably gonna draw some fanart of Lionboy now because wow there's cats and lions and a boy who speaks feline who travels all over Europe and how can you not like that??
Also there's this book from a series and it's called Soul Eater
No it's not Soul Eater guys but they have a same title
I just read that book because of the title omf but it's actually pretty good?? Yeah it's about a guy in a prehistoric tribe in the Arctic or something
22. Name 5 of your favourite bands/singers.
Owl City
Imagine Dragons
Those two are the only ones I could say I'm a fan of
23. Are you a fast, slow or medium typist?
Medium
24. Do you like Denny's?
What the heck is Denny's
25. What is your favourite smiley?
(: since that's the only smiley you could call a smiley
XD Is laughing-ey
): is sad-ey
and :I is not impressed face-ey
I'm surprised no one has noticed that
26. What is your favourite type of pie?
I've never ate a pie??
27. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
No
28. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
No
29. Are you a member on any other sites besides dA?
Yea
30. Do you cosplay?
No
I like collecting outfits fictional characters use though
31. Fruits or sweets?
Fruits are healthy
32. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn?
Salted
33. Have you skipped school?
Yeah and I feel like a criminal for it
34. Have you been on a plane?
Yea
35. Have you swam in the ocean?
Not really
Only on the shores
36. Have you been ice skating?
No wow I'm really inexperienced at these things
37. Favourite vacation spot?
This is gonna sound corny
But anywhere my friends/family are
See, it's so corny a corn hides in shame
38. Ever been on TV?
No
39. Favourite salad and dressing?
I don't like salad ew
40. What do you do to relax?
Draw
Listen to music
Relax
41. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
Brave
42. Favourite sandwich?
Smoked beef with cheese
43. If you could go anywhere in the world...
I would go to Death City
or every single place in my bucket list
44. Favourite time of the day?
That time right before sunset
Or late night
45. What did you want to be when you were little?
A paleontologist
Yeah, when other kids go all "I wanna be a police!" "I wanna be an actress!" or "I wanna be a pilot!" I was all "Paleontologist is the bomb, yo"
Sometimes adult people who asked me doesn't know what that is wow dumb
46. What do you want to be now?
A detective or police
No, seriously. It's my dream. And that is as close as it'll get to being a superhero
I grew up with Power Rangers and other shit like that, can you really blame me? >.>
47. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
Um eating with someone I don't know well is kinda awkward
48. What person would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Uhh I don't know
49. When is your birthday?
14th January
First month of the year, dawgs
50. Favourite type of ice-cream?
Mint chocolate chips or just chocolate chips
51. Last book you read?
Totto-chan: The Little Girl at the Window
It's great go read it
52. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
A Bookstore
53. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
None
54. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"What are you drawing?"
or
"Is that (Insert character or object here)?"
55. Favourite all time movie?
Um
Spirit: Stallion of the Cimmaron I suppose
56. What was your favourite show when you were a kid?
Blues Clues and Crocodile Hunter
Yeah, my parents allowed me to watch CH when I was like 5
And Steve Irwin </3 ;n;
57. What are you listening to right now?
Various Soul Eater soundtracks
58. What is the last thing you ate?
Fried catfish
Probably the only fish I would ever be able to eat
Do people even eat catfishes in America or Europe
Because here they do
And they're delicious just so you know
59. If you were a crayon what colour would you be?
How should I know
I think a really light brown or a dark brown/gray though
60. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face?? I guess
61. Favourite sport to play?
I don't like sports all that much
But if it counts then running
62. Favourite Day of the Year?
Holidays
63. Hugs or Kisses?
Uh
No thanks
64. Vanilla or Chocolate?
I like both
65. Favourite Board Game?
Snakes and Ladders
66. Favourite smells?
Good food
67. What inspires you?
Things
68. Do you have any piercings?
Well I have two earrings...
69. How many siblings do you have?
2 effing brothers
70. Bacon bits or Croutons?
What are those I don't even...
71. Favourite Day of the Week?
Saturday or Sunday
72. Favourite phrase?
I have a lot actually
73. Favourite restaurant?
I don't know
74. Favourite animal?
Cats
and Armadillos because wow armadillos
75. Favourite thing to do outside?
Watching everything around me closely
76. Favourite thing to do when it´s raining?
Snuggle in a blanket beside a window with a cup of hot cocoa and a good book
Wow heaven
77. Favourite Disney character?
I don't know
78. Do you like coffee?
Yes!
79. Tag 6 people (randomly in no order)
I'm gonna be a jerk and actually tag people this time
and 
80. Say bye!
FOOL!
Who gave you permission to command me
1. What does your DeviantArt name mean and why?
Uhm
Well, when I first joined dA I was really into this comic called Sylphid which is about horse racing
So I used it and added 14 because Sylphid was taken and 14 is my favorite number
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Sylphid and now Soul Eater
Wow shocker
3. How many watchers do you have now?
101
Wow I actually have more than 100 watchers?!?
Ok I was not expecting that
4. Name 3 of your favourite artists on dA.
Oh God are you really making me choose??
Ok, um..
,, and They all have really awesome and distinctive style and I'm just like wow
how do you original style
Also
,, , and about 100+ other people5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
I usually just fav because I have nothing to say
6. Do you participate in club´s contests here on dA?
Nah
7. What is your most popular submission?
That one photo of my cat Cloudy
8. What are your favourite non-anime TV shows?
Adventure Time, The Amazing World of Gumball and crime drama stuff
9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Everything??
10. Summer or winter?
Eh I hate the heat but I also hate cold
WARM
11. Rain or sun?
It's annoying when it rains when you have to do something outside but I like rains
12. What are your favourite types of music?
I listen to everything
13. PC or Mac?
Uh uh
I use both
14. Anime or Manga?
Manga
15. Coke or Pepsi?
I don't like both
16. Read or TV?
Read
17. How many hours a day do you spend on dA?
About 19 hours maybe
18. Name a hidden talent.
My mom said I'm not aware of my own strength
Well, I did kick a wall once and it shook
And broke 2 doorknobs with just my hands
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
They're both cool
20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
Anything? I never really thought about these things
21. What are your top 3 favourite books? (no manga)
What do you have against manga
Um, probably the Lionboy trilogy by Zizou Corder, Lee Raven, Boy Thief also by Zizou Corder, and The Hunger Games trilogy by Suzanne Collins
Zizou Corder's books are great ok you should really check them out
They consist of a good balance between fantasy and reality
I'm probably gonna draw some fanart of Lionboy now because wow there's cats and lions and a boy who speaks feline who travels all over Europe and how can you not like that??
Also there's this book from a series and it's called Soul Eater
No it's not Soul Eater guys but they have a same title
I just read that book because of the title omf but it's actually pretty good?? Yeah it's about a guy in a prehistoric tribe in the Arctic or something
22. Name 5 of your favourite bands/singers.
Owl City
Imagine Dragons
Those two are the only ones I could say I'm a fan of
23. Are you a fast, slow or medium typist?
Medium
24. Do you like Denny's?
What the heck is Denny's
25. What is your favourite smiley?
(: since that's the only smiley you could call a smiley
XD Is laughing-ey
): is sad-ey
and :I is not impressed face-ey
I'm surprised no one has noticed that
26. What is your favourite type of pie?
I've never ate a pie??
27. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
No
28. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
No
29. Are you a member on any other sites besides dA?
Yea
30. Do you cosplay?
No
I like collecting outfits fictional characters use though
31. Fruits or sweets?
Fruits are healthy
32. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn?
Salted
33. Have you skipped school?
Yeah and I feel like a criminal for it
34. Have you been on a plane?
Yea
35. Have you swam in the ocean?
Not really
Only on the shores
36. Have you been ice skating?
No wow I'm really inexperienced at these things
37. Favourite vacation spot?
This is gonna sound corny
But anywhere my friends/family are
See, it's so corny a corn hides in shame
38. Ever been on TV?
No
39. Favourite salad and dressing?
I don't like salad ew
40. What do you do to relax?
Draw
Listen to music
Relax
41. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
Brave
42. Favourite sandwich?
Smoked beef with cheese
43. If you could go anywhere in the world...
I would go to Death City
or every single place in my bucket list
44. Favourite time of the day?
That time right before sunset
Or late night
45. What did you want to be when you were little?
A paleontologist
Yeah, when other kids go all "I wanna be a police!" "I wanna be an actress!" or "I wanna be a pilot!" I was all "Paleontologist is the bomb, yo"
Sometimes adult people who asked me doesn't know what that is wow dumb
46. What do you want to be now?
A detective or police
No, seriously. It's my dream. And that is as close as it'll get to being a superhero
I grew up with Power Rangers and other shit like that, can you really blame me? >.>
47. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
Um eating with someone I don't know well is kinda awkward
48. What person would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Uhh I don't know
49. When is your birthday?
14th January
First month of the year, dawgs
50. Favourite type of ice-cream?
Mint chocolate chips or just chocolate chips
51. Last book you read?
Totto-chan: The Little Girl at the Window
It's great go read it
52. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
A Bookstore
53. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
None
54. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"What are you drawing?"
or
"Is that (Insert character or object here)?"
55. Favourite all time movie?
Um
Spirit: Stallion of the Cimmaron I suppose
56. What was your favourite show when you were a kid?
Blues Clues and Crocodile Hunter
Yeah, my parents allowed me to watch CH when I was like 5
And Steve Irwin </3 ;n;
57. What are you listening to right now?
Various Soul Eater soundtracks
58. What is the last thing you ate?
Fried catfish
Probably the only fish I would ever be able to eat
Do people even eat catfishes in America or Europe
Because here they do
And they're delicious just so you know
59. If you were a crayon what colour would you be?
How should I know
I think a really light brown or a dark brown/gray though
60. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face?? I guess
61. Favourite sport to play?
I don't like sports all that much
But if it counts then running
62. Favourite Day of the Year?
Holidays
63. Hugs or Kisses?
Uh
No thanks
64. Vanilla or Chocolate?
I like both
65. Favourite Board Game?
Snakes and Ladders
66. Favourite smells?
Good food
67. What inspires you?
Things
68. Do you have any piercings?
Well I have two earrings...
69. How many siblings do you have?
2 effing brothers
70. Bacon bits or Croutons?
What are those I don't even...
71. Favourite Day of the Week?
Saturday or Sunday
72. Favourite phrase?
I have a lot actually
73. Favourite restaurant?
I don't know
74. Favourite animal?
Cats
and Armadillos because wow armadillos
75. Favourite thing to do outside?
Watching everything around me closely
76. Favourite thing to do when it´s raining?
Snuggle in a blanket beside a window with a cup of hot cocoa and a good book
Wow heaven
77. Favourite Disney character?
I don't know
78. Do you like coffee?
Yes!
79. Tag 6 people (randomly in no order)
I'm gonna be a jerk and actually tag people this time
and 80. Say bye!
FOOL!
Who gave you permission to command me
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Rant journal I'm sorry
2 min read
I'm just so tired ugh. I'm like a whirlwind of emotions right now. These feelings are not okay. But I can't even draw vent art to let it out and writing it feels soothing, I guess? I don't need to post this online, I know, but I'm tired of keeping things to myself and if I don't let this out I swear I'm going to explode. Wow I've been really stressed out lately with school things and problems with one of my best friends that I thought was resolved but apparently it's not??? So confusing. Plus the fact that Soul Eater is ending soon whoa that was like the tipping point of things that have been building up 'till now. You may say I'm making too big of a deal about a series and fictional characters but I've never been in love with anything this much and I'm afraid if it ends I won't ever feel that happy again and yeah people move on but I'm not sure if I could. I thought I moved on from it about a year ago, but then I started to re-read it and fell even more in love with it. I sort of want it to end and get everything over with but then I don't want it to end. I don't even know anymore. Plus personal life and everything and I just??? I'm.....
My hand is shaking as I write this and I'm not even exaggerating the tiniest bit. I lost all will to draw and I just want to lay down and not do anything even sleep or die and I hate feeling like this but there's nothing I can do about it. I...I....
I'm not gonna say I don't need your pity or comfort right now because I do.
And if any of you know any sad/tragic songs send me them because I hear songs like that when I'm sad and what you got a problem with that punk?? Wow I'm just not going to care about anything anymore
My hand is shaking as I write this and I'm not even exaggerating the tiniest bit. I lost all will to draw and I just want to lay down and not do anything even sleep or die and I hate feeling like this but there's nothing I can do about it. I...I....
I'm not gonna say I don't need your pity or comfort right now because I do.
And if any of you know any sad/tragic songs send me them because I hear songs like that when I'm sad and what you got a problem with that punk?? Wow I'm just not going to care about anything anymore
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I tumblr'd
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I made a tumblr account.
It's PistachioSauce. :I Shut up okay I know that name is ridiculous. I may post some pictures I won't post on dA there.
Just a heads up, I'm going to reblog a load of Soul Eater and SoMa stuff so. Yeah. Also I will be posting my headcanons and feels and shit. Viewer discretion is advised.
It's still empty now because I'm still trying to figure out how to use tumblr. 
IT'S NOT EMPTY ANYMORE GO CUTE CATS AND SOUL EATER GIFS YEAH
It's PistachioSauce. :I Shut up okay I know that name is ridiculous. I may post some pictures I won't post on dA there.
Just a heads up, I'm going to reblog a load of Soul Eater and SoMa stuff so. Yeah. Also I will be posting my headcanons and feels and shit. Viewer discretion is advised.
IT'S NOT EMPTY ANYMORE GO CUTE CATS AND SOUL EATER GIFS YEAH
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